People say "be careful with what you wish for, for you might get it". I guess there's lots of wisdom in such statement. You see, life is funny sometimes, you fight so much and try so hard to get something you want and after you manage to get it, you begin to realize it wasn't exactly what you wanted. And when this happens you find yourself in a very ackward situation where you can't really say what went wrong, if anything at all.

This relationship was a dream come true, seriously! In the begining, it wasn't what one would call perfect but - "hey, we're only humans!" - I thought. "Give it some time and it will be fine". I've been giving it lots of time since then, and I wonder when will it be enough...