Oh, wow! I should really open a Psychic Hot Line or something alike. Remember I was telling you about “the feeling” I had during lunch time yesterday? Read my last post if you don’t. Well, just today I got a message from J thanking me for sending her stuff to her. Of course she also had complains: a few things were missing - some cables from her MD and DigiCam, her CDs and some shoes.

I really forgot to send the CDs. I found them after the boxes were dispatched. The cables, I just didn’t know where they were. Regarding the shoes, she will have to forgive me but I have better things to spend my money on; I am not sending old smelly shoes to Brazil. Come on, give me a break here!!!

She also made some childish comment about a girlfriend she doesn’t even know if I have or not. Very immature, jealousy silliness. I politely reminded her that I would not accept her comments on my future girlfriends and if she had any intention of having me as a friend, she would better quit the “crap”. If she doesn’t, I will just block her out from my mail boxes. I do not have to put up with this kind of thing anymore.

Kwan and I spent the day together. Oh, she is just too sweet. She might not be most beautiful girl I met in Thailand but still very pretty and most certainly the sweetest of them all. We met before lunch time. I took her to "Anna Cafe" for lunch, then we headed for Central Rama III, where I wanted to buy a pair of jeans (mine were falling down; I really lost weight!) and develop pictures taken yesterday and today. We wandered around the mall while waiting for the time to collect the pictures and she helped me choose my jeans and some other things I decided to buy. I bought her a bathing suit, as she didn’t bring one and we were planning to catch some of the afternoon sun by the pool, which we did. She looked really gorgeous on her new bathing suit: very nice, gentle curves. An unmarked sun tanned skin, beautiful shiny hair. Oh boy - was I infatuated!!! After the pool, we come to the room, had a shower, watched some TV and them went for dinner, followed by Karaoke with Bung and Ooh.

I think I mentioned she is very shy and conservative, a typical country girl, brought up to be a wife etc. And she hasn’t changed, which is good. But this time she was more at ease than the last time we met. While we were at the Karaoke, she was always very close to me, holding and caressing my hand, serving me my drinks (water, lemonade and Diet Pepsi) and resting her head on my shoulder. It really felt good. You know, to be looked after and pampered by someone who has no second intentions. I wanted her to stay with me at the hotel, but she couldn’t. We are going to meet again tomorrow and I just can’t wait.

Seriously, if she didn’t live so far, this would be the girl to call my new girlfriend. It’s been a very long time since someone looked at me the way she does. With admiration, sweetness… Dare I say “love”? My ex wife, AP, used to look at me like that when we got married. J never did…