So I am starting over. And this time, there is no rush. Quite honestly, I am enjoying being 'single' again. Just for a change, as I am hardly the kind of person who can live by himself and stand tall. I admire people who can live their lives without 'sharing'. Their world is theirs and theirs alone. They need nobody else. Some people are like that. I'm not. But we learn things and this last attempt of a relationship with her just served to prove me wrong about 'being alone'. I used to say "better in bad company than alone". Well, I guess I have changed my mind.